Pain, Pleasuare: Notes for Daddy

 Soo.... I love that biting is a thing for you :)   And those deep slow, can you take it babygurl? bites are so fucking perfect, the nips that I can't handle in there, to remind me that my body exists, I have more than one sensation-also perfect .

Sometimes you are so present, that you react to my needs (harder, softer, there, not there) before I even can know them myself... sometimes you are not so present, and I feel that-it still brings a sense of uncertainty for me that throws me off.. not sure what to do about that.

Daddy, the pain is talking to me the way it used to, but the space in my head is so different (subspace).  I LOVE that those sensations are there for me, it is my way of receiving love, pleasure, intimacy, connection, and even for making friends with myself.  

I am noticing that sometimes you are going for broke, right out of the gate.  And while that is hot as fuck (and definately fantasy fodder that I don't want completely off the table) for now, can you please be sure to warm up-with every shift in tools (teeth, fingers, paddles) and to build it before you go for your random patterns that include intense sensation?  My body needs to relearn the rythms I think, because I am able to glimpse the magic zone that is opening, but often struggle to really fall into it.  I feel like we are SM edging lol.

Anyways, you have helped me to unlock my sexuality.... AGAIN... and my penchant for intense sensation has me thinking all kinds of sexy thoughts. What will you give me for a list of fantasy like ideas?